Can i really trust ppl? i really feel like a loser now. I only make my buddy not happy every time.

Y can i make other happy. I hate my face men. I am sad and angry this pass three day many

thing i really hope will not happen. I really make my life hard -.- Wat can i do? Sian

I so tired now. I wish my buddy will jus give me a hand but i think it will nv happen will so be it .